Fallen

Recovered

2010-06-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 years and 4 days since the last post~ and i guess not much ppl view my blog anymore~
Reason 1: they also had their last post dated year(s) back~
Reason 2: im not given the permission to view their blogs anymore~

Anyway~ last post was Work life~
Current one would be SCHOOL life! =D

2008-05-20T21:01:00.005+08:00

a cut that u inflicted on yourself
a cut that doesn't stop bleeding
a cut that hurts u
a cut that still leaves a scar on u till today
a cut that u'll always remember as long as the scar is still there
a cut that will always remind u of how u felt then
a cut that teaches u wat is pain
a cut that makes u realise how foolish u were
a cut that makes u so glad that it wasn't on ur wrist
the scar is always there to remind u of ur pain

~Teddy Bear and Farewells~

2008-04-24T23:17:00.024+08:00

Its another working day!!
the past few weeks was kind of hell...?
why?
see picture below.......

-Shenton- (named by my manager)

-Shenton_2-

Sew this teddy bear,
as a farewell gift for our senior manager~~
and believe me, we started from scratch..
we bought the fur, eyes, threads, felt(paws)
my colleague had the tracing paper with the bear's body parts.

1) Colleague A - traced the body parts onto fur.
2) Colleagues B - cut out the body parts.
3) as for me~~ i did the sewing of the body parts~~~~~~ =D
4) Colleagues C - stuff & joint body parts together.
prickled my fingers so many times and got very fed-up.
"since i knew how to make a bear,
i might wanna make one again next time. "
BUT all these were thoughts b4 i actually
started sewing. And after sewing only the ears!
i prickled my fingers so many times!!
each time i almost or did scolded vulgarities!! lol~~

2 ears, 2 hands, 2 legs, a body and a head, nose, eyes, (mouth?)
sound easy right? hell no!! it wasn't!!
had to sew like 2-3 pieces of fur together
just to get a 1 body part( 1 ear/ 1 hand)
spend about 2-3 weeks to get all these done?
lol.. i know its kind of slow. haha~~
den had to pass it to Colleagues C to stuff & joint
body parts together.
after she's done i sew the eyes nose and mouth.

Today, we had a farewell dinner for my senior manager
at Holland V: OriginalSin
(Mediterranean food?) vegetarian food, no meat at all. i think?
din really like it, i but i guess its becoz i'm not used to eating
food with all sorts of different spices? and the spices kind of
remind me of indian food.? it would have been a nice place,
if i knew how to appreciate the dishes =P

my manager had gifts for us too (^_^)

gave pretty card holders to my colleagues,
and a pretty mirror to me~~ heee....
tts something i needed~~~ she din give me a card holder
probably she knew im going back to study (hopefully) soon.
We had some stuffs from body shop for her birthday as well as
the handmade bear and flowers as her farewell gift.
took a few pics. then after dinner took a cab home.

2008-04-23T00:06:00.002+08:00

i dunno what to write...
just waiting to go back study..
heee....
den later will be just waiting to go back work...
so life goes in cycles like this...

Last

2007-10-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

wooopie!

Finally its the last month.. October..
where all da leses shall be in the world of 1st digit as a"2"
hahaha!!
waiting for our youngest of all to turn 21!!!
heee..
time passes sooo fast...
so many events going on..
but somehow.. life kind of boring after graduation~~
school is always a place full of fun!!
*cheer*

old times..rewind?

2007-09-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

wahhh

my goodness so long nv update my bloggy
super lots of dust la..

today ran thru friendster looked at lots of pictures..
wow.. time reli flies lehx...
can't imagine all ending up old with grey hairs sia LOL

how i wish ther's a 2nd round in life..
juz choose the best moments and replay them =)
wouldn't tt be so cool?
i think tt shld be the poly days...
miss every1.. but its so hard to gather everyone..
though i am aso part of the hard to be gathered peoples XD..
heez..

Would you be there?

2007-07-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

2007-05-20T01:51:00.001+08:00

some1
that has no feelings..
that doesn't give a damn to what it sees..
that is ruthless enough...
to have everything to themselves..
one that doesn't care what ppl thinks...
and do whateva they like..
one who will do anything to have what
they wan...
one that is capable...

2007-05-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

6 months and about 2 weeks.
in my current job and i still love it...
unlike e previous which was juz a
temp for 3 mth lor..
and i feel like dying!!
this current one was a temp 1-2weeks
den convert mi to perm..
at least i enjoyed it for about 6 mths~

20 May comes my confirmation letter..
my colleagues are nice...
at least that's what i see...
my manager(s) quite easy going..
but sometimes, find them quite naggy XD
and slangs alot hah!!
but i like them all!!! =D

and hows life for me?
its just 8-5pm..
den come home anime and sleep...

Weekends... stick to my guy like glue..
every weekend hang out with him...
but we had a lot of fun ^_^
juz glad that we are still well...
think muz separate on weekdays lol!
if not.. how to walk future's long journey...

2007-05-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, somethings are meant to be
buried with you when you die..
Or unless you can find someone who can accept
the ugliest or the darkest side of you..
A devil trying to be an angel.
How many of tat is out there...

2007-05-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

It is exactly 4 months since my last post...
07, May 2007
The day had finally arrived..
at last things are back to normal..
i hope so XD
i want to carry on the journey with you..
for as long as possible...
***END***

Wow.. found my first cbox..
i think so..
coz this skin din reli fit the flashbox..
so went back to my cbox acct...
using my the 1st tagboard..
which is aso the oldest one..
den saw messages that were left there..
they brought back so much memories...
kind of missed those days..

i'll nv forget...
it'll always be in my heart..
i hope every1 is well out there.. =)

ppl whom i've not met for the longest time..
hope we've got e chance to meet up...
tata =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007-01-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!
2007!!!
WoW~~
for students pls dun write ur date as 06 lolx.. its 07!!

ok.. hmm
din wanna my post to stuck at 2006
so im here to write some rubbish...
look at the date!

4 months later.... im gonna write another entry!!
hahaha! waited sooo long for this day to come..
heez hope i still remember to write...
and also hope i still have this blog haha!!

and hope we can go thru it!!
lets hope that we stay as happy!!!

wish everyone! a happy year ahead!!!

Back on track

2006-12-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

yeah~~ tis gonna be e end of a year..
and soon a new year is coming!!

heez~~
finally got myself a new decent wallet.. (by deary)
no more card holder look-alike wallets!
no more stuffing, folding money into wallet! haha!

this month gonna be a short short 1...
for the last 3 weeks of this Dec..
every week there is at least a day of releasing off
from work earlier!!
im so happy!! so many holidays...

Next year....
there are so many things to look forward to!
hoping to go on an oversea trip next mid time of e year
my dream... hope 2007 can have it fulfilled ^_^
and den... 2007... 21st birthday... and many other things *_*
gosh... times files... it was like just yesterday..
when i was thinking ooohh I've just reached 17..
haha!! and now..im going 21 =.="
ooohhh nooo... getting older liaoz =X
*sad sad*

专属天使

2006-12-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

心动

2006-12-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

6 yrs ago...

they started off as strangers..
the guy will always happen to walk passed the ger...
while the ger waits for her friend..
and yes.. the ger noticed the presence of the guy..
but nth happened.. they were just strangers...
not forgetting to mention, that they were in the same sch..
the guy was 1 year older den the ger...
they were strangers...
until something developed between them...

The guy had a buddy who wanted to know the ger...
but... the ger felt nothing for his friend..
instead.. she felt sth for the guy...
somehow, that brought the 2 of them together...
while his best buddies were away...
the guy and the ger spent their very first time together alone..
everynite, the guy and the ger would met up under the ger's block..
they would chat about anything...

until one day, while they were having their usual talk..
the guy said sth..
but the ger could not hear him clearly..and she told him to repeat..
the guy said:"if i were to ask u to be my gf, what would u do?"
the ger was startled...
yes.. the ger had something for the guy, but she never tot
that the guy will feel the same way too...
as it was too sudden, the ger could not give him any answer immediately...

one day, the ger met up with the guy and she agreed to go out with him...
and so.. their story begun..

for the start, there were like any other couples...
but as time passed by..
they had fights, that hurt them..
there were cries, that were so painful...
of coz, there were times that might led them to a breakup..
if neither of them gives in...
but.. the guy had always give in to the ger...

and i guess, as the guy and ger grew up...
their relationship got matured..
they dun quarrel like young couples...
they gave in to one another...
there were no more tantrums...

years later
looking back to their past
they thought that
being there for each other..
was the most blissful thing...

hate darkness

2006-12-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

today sooo sad...

had a bad day....
at least i consider tis a bad Monday to start off the week...
haix...
went lunch with colleagues today...
den went toilet alone...
guess what happen?

i looked high and low for e toilet..
tts was alright... i dun mind looking for it though...
there was no1 in the toilet....

so when i was about to walk out of the cubicle...

the toilet lights went off...
MY GOD!!
it was pitch DARK!!! couldn't see anything at all lor!!
i had to stretch out my arms to walk.. coz i dun wan
to go knocking into walls...
and pls.. dun laugh when reading this post...
i was totally freak out... dammit...
i walk out of the toilet and saw the switch was off...
i look around to see if there's any1...
Hell NO!
though there were passerby.. but..
of coz none of them looked like the culprit...

next to it.. the male's toilet e door was open all along...
and the lights were still there lor...

i had to switch on the lights back..
washed my hand and i quickly walked out of the toilet...

after that i went to have my lunch...
i totally lost my appetite...
but i still stuff them into my mouth..
coz i din wanna waste e $$

after lunch went back to work...
i was feeling totally.. sicked...
just so tired...

who would do suck a prank? =.="

dun say its e cleaner..
at least cleaners, im sure they have tt slightest courtesy to
ask if any11s in the toilet?

and of COZ... i dun wished tt there is any supernatural things going...

freak out freak out freak OUT!!!!
TOTALLY FREAK OUT!!
now... i hate DARK!

Save $$!!

2006-11-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

finally.. my pay come!!
oh man.. i feel so relaxed...
at least i have cash! lol...
but den... got to save them up...
till my next pay comes...
so... e $$ wun finish... haha!!!

its true that even if u dun spend ur $...
having them is a very good thing....

even if u dun have $... and u dun spend also...
u will still feel stress... coz its like u totally can't do anything!!
therefore!!! I AM GONNA SAVE UP MY $$$$$$ NO MATTER WHAT!!

ppl... pls SAVE SAVE SAVE $$$ hahaha!!!
u will thank urself in future lolx..

seriously speaking... i have NEVER save $$ b4...
Never ever... $ tt comes in.. will definitely go out...
and den $ wun ever come in again unless i work...
so its like im always out of them....
soooo....

SAVE UR $$$MONEY$$$

Confused

2006-11-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 weeks at my new company..
the time flies when im at work...
compare to SP... my 3 weeks over there is like decades XD
haha! a bit exaggerating lolx but den so far..
i seem to enjoy working there like i said everyday seems to pass by so fast...

On Thursday, they just informed me that they would like
to offer me a permanent position ^_^
but then.. been hearing comment saying that pay too low..
this and that.... haix!!! after hearing such comments i end up feeling
sianz...

but then.... if i dun accept it.. that means i have to go searching for job AGAIN!!
ever since they offered me... i felt so relief... at least i have a stable job!
anyway... got to give them e reply on Monday... though e pay is not tt fantastic...
but... what to do? i think tt's what ppl always say...
"no prawn..shrimp aso good" LOLX!

Maybe I'll just take it as a stepping stone to my future career bah....
according to what the HR... possible future prospect will be something lidat...

Current: Junior Assistant
Junior Assistant>Assistant>consultant(obtain degree in business/accounting related studies)

but then... to become consultant... i think that will be at least 5 years later bah! LOLX

coz from what they say its like... it will be 1-2 years or so including having a degree then can
be consultant... so lets say if im not going for degree so fast coz i no $$ lolx..
think it will take years.... haha!!!

so i just wish everything goes WELL for me~~~ den i'll just go on and on and on HAHA!!
get promoted higher and higher LOLX!!! kk! i know im dreaming heezz

tata!!

A girl talking to her BF by the roadside

2006-11-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really...
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: Nope
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: Hell No...
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: Of coz no...
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No...
Girl: What would you choose: your life...or me?
Boy: I choose My Life

The girl runs away with such shock and pain in her heart but the boy run after her and shouted loudly....

"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind..."

"The reason why I don't like you is because I love you..."

"The reason I don't want you is because I need you..."

"The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left me..."

"The reason wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you..."

"The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you..."

"The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life..."

Slacking days ends here...

2006-10-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

im really getting weaker!!!

one illness after another...
Fever... den now cough till wanna die liaoz~~~

and finally!! my days of slacking is gonna to be over!!

work starts on monday....
hohoho!! finally i see some light...

just to add on...
went watch death note today...
hmmmm...
i watched the 1st few epis of the anime...
and it attracts me...
so decided to watch e movie...

i guess its becoz i watched the anime...
so was kind of disappointed with the movie =.="

firstly... i din noe how death note ends... coz i nv read the manga...
secondly... was kind of xpecting sth interesting coz e anime i din get to finish it...
thirdly... the anime seems much more exciting den the movie...

Conclusion!!
im going to read the manga... so as to "complete" the movie...

Sky falls

2006-10-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

do i have to be strong...
wat happens if the whole sky falls on me..
i rather it comes down and crush me to pieces...

im not tt strong afterall...
im just a weakling...

not much of a use...
just come down on me....

and let me sleep...

....forever....

Sick

2006-10-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Fever..Fever..
and more Fever!

ITs so tired to fall sick!
haix!!

im getting weaker... very very..

Catepillar XD

2006-09-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

幸福毛毛蟲
地球上六十幾億的人口
我們卻遇見了
總覺得不需要誰瞭解我　
你的出現改變我原來的想像
孤單一點會怎樣　兩個人又能怎樣　
前一分鐘以為我　只是我
懷疑是愛的念頭　你不在感覺失落　
我怎麼都不認識　這一個我
別讓我似懂非懂　有一天我會不同　
愛你之前我只是毛毛蟲
想要陪也想要溫柔　有一天我會懂　
等待的明天已經很靠近我
別笑我想的太多　有一天我會不同　
要變成期待幸福的毛毛蟲
第一次為你而心動　這一天我真的懂　
最美麗是因為你已改變了我
我會相信　
今天每一個我　
都將是明天最珍惜的經過

Simply Bored....

2006-09-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

time now is 12.15pm..
juz had my lunch
and now im slackin b4 work starts..
im juz simply too bored...
nth else for me say...
life goes on as usual..

i wonder what's up next?

Tired

2006-08-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Just 1 word..
**tired**

Click!

2006-08-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

ok~~

this few weeks super busy..
been busy celebrating friends birthday..
n trust me..

is one after another...
haha!for more details u can refer to my
& CHANNELS OF LOVE..haha they have very gd entries...

Yesterday met deary after work...
ate lunch at hongkong cafe...
den went heeran shop shop...

actually wanted to go there buy shoes de
but den...lalala...no more size..
n e sales ger abit... bo hiew bo hiew..
den nvm lor..

heeezz den we went to new urbanmale there see see...
hahaha~~mi n deary each got a shirt from ther...
i dunno shld i call tt a tank top or not sia lolx...
but i reli like it..
n i "forced" deary to get 1 too...
coz it look gd on him XD
he brought me tt for my birthday gift ^^V

after walking around heeran...
we decided to go bugis village walk walk...
but den i realise tt if we go bugis village so early
after that no place to go le..

so i suggested dropping at PS...
haha~ then we went to watch movie at e new
Cinema beside PS...
when we reach there...
=.=" long 'Q' for movie ticket..
den one of e security guard started ushering
ppl go up lvl 5 to buy ticket...
den i realise...outside the lift so many ppl goin up...
might we well we stayed at lvl 1 den...

lesser ppl le since all go up lvl 5 HAHA!!
i made a right decision den...
coz yp saw his friend at the 'Q'
and we 插队 hehehe!
brought 4 tickets...but...
each 2 ticket at different place...
cause din wan to sit together lolx..super funny...

but juz to say..
the show is great...
fantastic...e show is worth $9.50 lor....
it was really touching...
cried at some parts...
could'nt stop e tears from falling...
it was really sad...

Its true that one shld not keep thinkin of
fast-forwarding your life...
coz u might missed out certain impt things...
n those things can nv come back...

its always safer to 脚踏实地
pass by day by day..
at least u get to particpate in everything....

after the show.. had a terrible headache...
it all happened after i cried =.="
super sianz...
den we took mrt to bugis walk walk...
and settled our dinner at Lerkthai~
it was my 1st time eating at e resturant
lolx...
after that went deary hse slacked the whole nite....

-END-

2006-08-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

365 days.. or shld i say 366?

Will any1 understand e meaning...
of not having a complete heart?
sth is lacking in ur life
no matter what you do... or what you own...
u'll always feel that there is a 缺空。。。
tat is always waiting to be filled up..
but it nv happen...
a missing puzzle...
that is lost forever...
coz u realise that u can never find it...

n forever ur heart nv gets completed..
until u can manage to find tt missing puzzle...

原来

2006-07-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步

拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾

电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语

我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

心愿

2006-07-09T04:15:00.000+08:00

人活在世上的每一天，
都应该去实现自己的愿望。
因为你不知道，
明天的你。
是否还有那个机会。。。

只要活着一天，就没有资格说遗憾
因为
“遗憾”
是留给离开的人说的。。。

Hatred

2006-07-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

in e whole life...
nv hated any1 as much as tis ...
though i din hate it at 1st..
but as time past by...

with the time spent...
years have past...
slowly..true colors are revealed
getting a vision of how
it actually looked like...

inside it, its nth but empty shell...
thru out all these years...
i tot it had lived well..
and its life was so blissful
and it was enjoying it...
loved it alot...

but den.. slowly...
slowly.. things are changing...
everything around it...
were so beautiful..
but to it...

they are juz some colors to
tis black n white painting...
if not for all these colors surrounding it..

it might hav wither and died...
gradually...im growing to hate it...
wished that it was nv here...

i hate it being so weak...
i hate it being so stupid...
i hate its all year long of rainy seasons...

had always been told to love it..
not anymore...

meaning of love??

2006-06-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

"when you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared he won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does he still love you, he loves you even more."

"if you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better."

"love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."

"everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other. but every morning i wake up and realize i love you more den the day before."

"i want to be happy because hes happy. But how can i be happy knowing im not the one making him smile."

"through the wind i hear your voice, in the clouds i see your name. Living without you just wouldn't be the same."

"to love some1 means realizing that the other person is not perfect..putting emphasis on what u love, and accepting that person for the individual they are."

To the world he may be one person,
but to me he is my world.
all the tears and the rain.
the heartbreaks and the pain,
the fakes smiles and the strains.
was worth going through, because it led me to you.

Devil*Angel

2006-06-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

its difficult to change e way u think..
its even harder to stop thinkin wat u are thinkin
i guess...
i'll never wanna be whoever i am now...
cause it will eventually end up in hell
**its better to be a devil**
*den an angel*
because when u r a devil
every1 noes..
if u r angel.. there's possibilities tt
a hidden devil lives within...
n nobody noes...
so
juz be a devil...

The 3/4 mood

2006-06-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

how nice to start
a day with a heavy downpour..

woke up in e morning
den realised tt its raining =.=
suddenly 1/4 of e mood dissappeared

got my feets wet when i reach e office..
sign some documents and was sent down
to where i will be workin @

reach e place around 8.45am
was directed to wait at pantry
at around 9 am...
sat there for an 1hr...
1/2 mood gone...

at around 10am
finally~ some1 came
n direct me to 1 of e officers
to see what she will be doing...
and so.. i started my 1st day of work

9am-2pm---> sitting there doin nth
2pm-3pm--->lunch
3pm-6pm--->once again, sitting there do nth

Overall conclusion, i was paid $48 to sit there==>3/4 mood gone
tml will be like tis again =.="

during which~
made a appointment with e eye-specialist
@ TTSH.. was told tt 1st time visit
will be charged @ $80
and $45 for each subsequent visits..
i guess all these excludes Medicine
tt might be given to me...

Now i see 2 kinds scenarios...
1) Its either i spend tt $80 for nth...
or
2) I've got to spend more then juz $80...

"see lah~nv spend $ during tt 3 yrs of contact lens
ended up 3yrs later got to pay them back.."
was what deary told me =.="
after i told him abt e charges..

met him after work @ suntec to select
some photos tat was taken by some
photgrapher during e comms ball...
btw i din mention tt...
e photo-taking session
we could see some potential models

i think he paid around $50+
for 3-4pcs of 4R-sized photos
they reli noe how to scam $$
and den.. got to wait another week b4
e photos comes...

went home straight after taking e photos...

tata!!

Bored!

2006-06-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho!
long time no update!
super bored sia~
everyday is shopping and shopping!
days le can't find wat i wan!
finally found it with e help of juan,joyce,nat!
thx gers!! ^^V

sianz tis week super bo liao...
totally nth to do -.- rotting at home~
waiting for evening time...
next week start work le~ sianz
gotta go down to sign up dunno wat
den think monday start work le~
i still dunno dressing code is how sia -.-
kind of rush de feeling!
i wan save alot of $$!!!
not going to let my card go empty~

i aso wan fill my CPF with lots of $$
lolx!! shit! super $$-face!
but no choice la~ now only $ impt lolx
nth to do anyway! so chiong for work hao le~
juz hope i love tis job! if not haix...
work sth u dun like super sianz!
when's e next gathering my poly friends? lol!

think only can after my work le lolx!!
k! i end here liaoz!

**BORED**
PS: hmm.. okie.. i realise tt its only
2 days since i last blog...
its not long time nv update lolx!

Long Awaited & Leses Dinner!!!

2006-06-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

but my blog really hav to warn ppl..
coz i dun put pics... so beware.. dun fall asleep =X

**************************************************

after graduation i guess should be nth
else to look forward to le bah?
haha~ but got 1 impt thing tt i super look-forward to..
was deary's POP!!
omg! i waited for so long...
day n nite pray he faster POP

den e day finally arrived..
went out to my Auntie hse..
to pay respect to my grandfather...
reach there den i was like super hungry...
den was still hoping tt there will be lunch..
but when we reach there.. e door was closed...
hmm...seems tt every1 went out le..
so dad open e door and we went in..
n offered some joss sticks lo...

but den my uncle was actually at home..
juz tt he was sleeping lolx!
so.. i ate 1 ferrero roche for lunch =X
nah~ juz jokin... after tt on way back..
dad da bao food.. so went home to eat..
reach home le.. got to rush prepare myself..
to meet deary's parents to attend his POP..

brought some stuffs over to his hse...
which i help him bring home e nite b4...
den waited for his buddy to come fetch us...
haha~ but his buddy wasn't sure of e way...
so end up, deary's parents sat infront..
and we sat behind lor lolx...

juz kinda of relieve...tt tis day finally come...
it meant tt we had gone thru 1/2 way le..
now its e other 1/2 tt we juz had to go thru..
n then NS is OVER!!
den see him, wearing tt uniform..
shit.. i forgot wat they call it liaoz... =.="
anyway.. saw them march in to e parade..
den was like wahhh~~
haha! but den got to find him lar... many ppl...
den i manage to locate him...lolx
took a ZOOM-IN shot~ (see below) (coming soon =X)

after everything... tt joyful feeling came...
right at e moment when they threw their caps into e air...
and tt meant, they r officially POP le...
then every1 jump here n there... hugging one another lolx

den we went down took a few photos of him..
with his friends.. family.. n me ^^
den after tt went off to dinner with his buddy n his gf...
den went back to find deary n his parents lor...
to send them home...
after which... go home.. after he bathe...
off we went to our next venue~
another buddy's hse for a night's majong! =.="

played till i think today.. ermz... 7am den i sleep lor
woke up at around past 12.30~ =X
was suppose to join leses for cycling..
but i think i wun be able to make it so..
so i sms nat tell her tt i wun be joining them lo...
den i think i made juan waited... gosh! so sorry!!!
think next time no matter go wher.. i confirm with her 1st...
if not let her wait for nth! very very sorry!!

slept till 2+pm den went lunch with my parents n deary lor...
after e lunch went over to his sister's hse..
coz he gotta borrow blazer( is my spelling correct?)
for friday's dinner...(another event -.-")
afterwhich went home changed and met e leses for dinner!

we went back to steamboat...was told to reach between 7.30-8..
so i rushed a cab down.. but den lolx! they were all there le..
e dinner we ordered...
*ahem*
4 beef(lian,juan gek,shan)
2 chicken(me, joyce)
1 fish( for poor natali... coz she sick.. so no choice must eat fish!)

the whole table was crowded with food!
forgot to take a pic.. coz its really "WOW!!"
no place to put other stuffs aso...
coz for each individuals.. e plate with e
food occupied alot of space!!
and i mean really alot!!
haha~ but ppl hu order beef complaint tt portion too small LOLX!

think coz i had late lunch bah... so was kinda of full
but i finished e food anyway!
haha! den we all sat at TCC and chatted for awhile...
then it was as usual... some photo taking...
no matter where da leses go... its a must to take photo!
i guess tts our Motto bah XD

Final Destination

2006-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

After 3 yrs of fun..stress..sorrow..
finally graduated le...
e nite b4 everything.. lying on e bed..
it felt like as if e next morning i was...
going for Freshmen Orientation...
it was excited.. n kinda of sad lol..
coz tt marks e end of a journey..
and the start of another...

so early in e morning..
woke up n prepared..
waited sometime for e taxi...
finally reach sch...
haha~ den saw friends along e way...
sayin hi.. greetings to parents.. n things like tt lol..

den saw every1 as if..
long long time nv meet lidat lolx...
den after e graduation ceremony..
took alot of pics with alot of ppl~
haha~ tt was so fun!!
coz we r reli a bunch of foto taking-lovers? =X

den after e ceremony..
went Kbox with a few of them.. kinda lazy to name all~
haha! but u all noe hu u are~ lol
den watch jeremy solo concert...
den grp singing n many other things~
at nite

met with wif juan, lian n gek for dinner..
e dinner was gd! love it! haha!
nice intro! heh~
during dinner aso can laugh till pengz..
*ahem* think only e gers (juan,gek,lian,irene,me)
noe wat we were laughing abt! haha!
but i think e guys (justin,jer, ivan, ml, yd)
had their fun on their sides too lolx.. for more details..
pls refer to e blogs of these ppl..if they hav any haha!!

after everything went home...
den took out e CD to see...
saw fotos from yr 2004 & 2005~
events.. and events...
so much memories!!
hah! they'll be kept with me thru out!!
lastly.....

Juz wanna wish every1
a smooth journey ahead!!
大家加油！！
keep in contact!!
Take Carezzz =)

Lost

2006-06-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

yuuhoo...
hmm
as promise~
this is my next adventure =.=
yesterday went down to hougang..
to do hair rebonding...
juan introduce de...
so i went boon keng den took
a mrt all e way to hougang...

i was told by justin to exit at which exit..
and i did.. correct exit but i went e wrong direction -.-"
once out of mrt.. i started to ask passerby..
where is so and so...
some din noe..
till 1 "kind" auntie approach me...
Aunite:"you wan go wher?"
Me:"i wan to go so and so"
den e auntie kindly say tt
Auntie: "oh! im working around there. come follow me.. i bring you"
i tot i met my saviour sia...
coz she say she workin around ther ma..
so i followed her...

followed her to e traffic light...
and then walk all e way to e left handside of e mrt...
tts quite far lor.. some more by walking...
den on e way.. she kept telling me.. she work tis and tat...
den i was like.. oh ya.. ic.. Orh =.=
diaoz~
walk till e end of e road.. den i saw ahead of me..
finally is blk number 800++ le..
but it was 830++ lor..
mine is 810 lehx.. n she's leadin me
e direction wher its blk 500++..

den i realised tt.. no lehx.. impossible tt
810 is around 500++ de ma..
i followed her all e way to e carpark..
den i quickly sms justin for help LOLX..
he ask mi to walk back to MRT..
cause i seriously dun think
blk 810 is anywher near blk 500+ lor..
den i quickly say farewell..
but she keep insisting me to follow..
and keep pointing to me she workin where...
den i said nvm... i think i noe how to go le..
den quickly say farewell to her...

and so..i walk back to mrt..
frm mrt.. i walk all e way straight
and i dunno y..
but i juz happen to look on e left handside
den i notice something familiar...
the shop name!!
den i was like kaoz!
its so near -.-"and i walked so far!
k.. i absolutely has no sense of direction
in a new place *_*

And so... i did my hair..
and after which went to meet
my parents for dinner..
actually wanted to get a pair of contact lens..
but.. thinkin tt i hav to buy 2 boxes..
kinda sianz already..so..
so..i'll stick to wear tt specs...

tts all!
juz hope i dun meet up anymore adventures~
think i had enough >.<

As blur as karen =.="

2006-05-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

today another day of data entry
heezz..
boring sia...
but time went past quite fast though..
a break in between work..
tt means
work 4 hrs..
break..
work 4 hrs..
go home =X

so time finishes quite fast lor...
haha!
today after work went home togther
with a colleague..
haix~
here comes why my blog title is lidat le...

decided to take bus 36 with her..
and then change another bus so tt i can go home
and she aso can change her bus too..

when the 36 come we happily hop onto it..
it then drove along the bridge towards..
east coast...
it was till den i realise..
tt i took e wrong bus (wrong direction)=.=
it was goin to East Coast
not towards orchard...

so i ended up at parkway..
den she "shun bian" go find a friend...
so we parted...
den made a emergency call lolx =X
coz my fone was low batt...
called my dad... and then heeez
dunno is it i heng or wat..

my parents were on their way to KATONG!
omg! i was so happy to hear.. tt
if not i hav to take bus all e wat frm East Coast
back to my hse =/

they were on e way to buy Meat Dumplings
at katong haha!
so i shopped at Parkway Parade..
till they come and picked mi up at PP
if my parents were not coming..
i think i'll go for another walk alone...
kinda addicted to it le sia.. whenever i happen
to appear at any shopping mall...
i would spend time walk walk there...
and nv hav tt urge to quickly go home...

i wanna learn to spend time with myself..
dunno heard tis frm where..
sometimes ppl shld spend time with urself...
juz u alone...
its kinda peaceful =D
wait for my next "adventure" =X

A Decision That I Won't Wanna Regret....

2006-05-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Alright..
its come to another end
of a week..
weekdays are always
crawling..
weekends are always
speeding...
i juz dunno why..

yesterday.. orchard midnite sales?
'Q' up a very long 'Q'
juz to try 1 shirt.. =.="
dumb isn't it?
but den i nv buy -.-"
lolx!
den went to buy another skirt...

think tts all for my shopping spree...
now i'm savin for something...
and hope i won't regret it =)
something tt i always wanted..
but nv get e hands on it...
i pray its worth it...
juz hope everything goes
fine and smoothly for me...

next week!!
upcoming events in June...
Graduation
Deary's POP?
another Social Night..

after all these..
gonna settle down on a job...!
any1 wanna hire me? lolx

^^

Pay Day~

2006-05-26T02:00:00.000+08:00

phew~~
lucky today not as tired as
yesterday sia.. ^^V
hmmm... got e pay today..
hehe~

today lunch, the company catered some
Mexican food? i think its mexican food...
not a bad...
but still not very used to it haha!

damn sia... today it TP's CCN day...
and i'm workin!! or else i would hav
join Justin and e rest
and went back to TP lolx...

but anyway... nvm.. after work was
supposed to him.. but =.="
he gotta book in at 9pm...
so end up i nv meet him again....

den since take a small pay le...
so decided to go shopping ALONE!
hahaha! is alone k? i nv went shopping alone...
but its not a bad feeling~ =)
sometimes gotta spend time alone...
shopping alone has its benefits too~
u can enter almost all e shops u come
across...go in see see.. don't like den
juz go out haha...
super free and easy..
heezz got time i'll do tt again ^^

brought a Fox skirt... old design lar lol..
last time no $$ cannot buy..
now got i quickly go buy =X heeezz

den saw a few things..
saw a watch.. cheap cheap de..
but quite nice...
den earrings.. tt last time wanted to buy...
wanna buy aso.. but..
decided not to waste e money like tis...
wanna saved it for my hair instead =X
and other purposes...

Hope i enjoy tis weekend!!! =D

2nd Day at Work!!

2006-05-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

yawnz...
tired sia...
today got work again...
data entry.. but finish wat i am suppose to do
now waiting for other things to do..
so come in to blog=P
outside like raining...

what a gd day to be at
home sleeping lor
e laptop tt i using is super lag!!
its at 100% CPU usage lor!!
can u imagine!?
saving an excel file aso need 1/2 a min =.="

tis time round is e 2nd time
i come to tis company for
data entry job le...
each time do different kind of
data entry lolx

i remeber first time was 1/2 day nia
doing something like data entry of numbers
like balance sheet lidat..
but its all formulated..
so juz key in numbers will do

tis time round is longer =D
3 days haha~
extra cash coming into pocket lolx
tis time is data entry of car information
e website is a indonesia website lor..
they have to "decode" e language for me~
if not how i understand malay sia~~

haha! but now i know some words in malay~
for eg
Panjang=length?
Lebar=Width?
Height=Tinggi?
Jarakm Sumbu Roda=Wheelbase?
=X LOL~~~
doesn't make any sense rite? lol

ok i bth tis laptop le..
its taking seconds to show what i type..
is it i type too fast?
or e laptop too LAG?

Sayonara!!!~ >.<

Big Walk

2006-05-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

haha! almost every1 have updated the blog
on Big Walk! heezz tt means i dun
hav to write tt much haha

but firstly..lets start with Big Walk
its fun? lolx but~ its hot sia~
tot wun perspire but luckily i
brought my towel along
The goodies bag...hmmmm..
tt "freeflow" of yogurt! lol..
but i nv eat any..
i love tt orange Velocity Towel e most lol..
other item not tt atttractive

Suntec city...
early in e morning no ppl sia...
i only see Big Walk participants...
haha! macdonalds crowded like dunno wat...
but breakfast was still YUMMY~~~

Arcade!
like wat justin mention!
tt House of the Dead 4?
those 2 guys reli nth to say them... =.="
always aim right at e monster.. no miss at all?
好厉害！give mi play..
think i die after some shots? =X

Kbox!
haha! din stay ther for e whole day..
think for mi is around 5hrs bah.. haha
extended for juz 3 dollars..
e rest get to sing all e way till
the night falls...
if tts e case..
think Sunday will be a gd time for Kbox?
btw abt tt ger.. haha.. shes cute n pretty k?
lolx so guys at tt kbox stop drooling haha~

finally
at e end of all these...
when to meet deary..
spend e last few hrs with him...
and he's off to camp again~
sooo...next week lo!!
i'll see u very soon!! =)

Rants! im juz tired...

2006-05-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life..
you may be forced to give up something you wish
or wanna to have...
whether its a dream, some1 or even a thing..
tt kind of disapointment..might be deadly..

it might juz feel like
a piece of flesh that has been cut out =X
tt kind of pain...

but wateva it is.. life still hav to go on
tts wat ppl usually would say..
can't stay at tt pain forever..
all it takes might be time? or mayb other things..
im not sure either...

lack..of..

2006-05-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

i needed tt confidence...
to stay strong..
to face any difficulites..

but..
tts e thing tt im lacking of..
i can't find it..
i dun feel it...

3 days..to e end!

2006-05-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, im counting down...
3 days more and i'll finish my current job..
gonna take a rest and start applying for
other jobs

For the past few days, everyday was so busy
customers seem to come one after
another..at times we can be
super busy whereas other times
we can sit there n do nth...

After work.. is go home and rest..
and then the same cycles goes on for the next day..
i guess for the rest of my life..
life's gonna be tis way...

everyday i'm juz hoping for something pleasant
to brightened up my day~

New Skin!

2006-05-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

Changing a new look
in hope of a new mood...

2006-05-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

一天一天的过去
真不知道自己要的是什么
有时候真希望时间
能永远停留在这一刻
眼前的一切已模糊不清
根本就看不见任何东西
感觉就好像被关在一间漆黑的房间
就连自己的手脚都看不到

可以了解这种心情吗
就好像每天都是阴天
好像太阳根本不存在
有的只是，黑暗和雷雨
阳光和太阳，都好遥远

以前都好像没这样过
或许是因为太放纵了
没有认真的思考过。。

未来！到底在哪里

2006-05-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

i've been studyin almost all my life...
now tt all have finish...
and i couldn't move on..
suddenly feel so lost...
like a zombie... no hell wans u...
no heaven wanna accept u...
tts y im walkin on earth? sounds familiar =X
anway.. juz so sian...reli wish..
i could bury myself in work...
keep finding job.. work and work and work..

mayb lidat den i feel im worth living...
no aims, no ambitions and no goals at all...
seems tt wat i seeing now.. is nth but endless road...
not a single destination could be seen anyway ahead...

n pls.. hope i can get another job...
a long.. stable..one?
coz doubt im furthering studies anymore le...
my perfect life was...
nusery>kindergarden>primary sch>sec sch>poly>uni>Work>future...
since its known as perfect life...
i doubt it will be true anyway...
coz in tis world ther's nth tt is perfect...?

2006-05-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

wah! am i starting to get suay? =.="
yesterday blog..
today my hamster!!
arghhh...
should not have buy tt black ham ham sia...
super violent...
place them in e same tank
n seprated them with a piece of
something in the middle..
den i shifted e divider.. wa lao..
tt black ran over to fight with e gray de
fight till super fierce... 气到我要死。。。
den i went in to take my grey one out...
e grey de bite my finger n dun let go.....
super pain lor!! pain till i cried sia -.-"
after sometimes...(with e teeth still biting my finger)
juz when my mum went to pick it up.. it released its bite...

lol.. den my mum ask mi go squeeze out e dirty blood?
den i went back to pick my grey hamster... it din bite me lor..
muz be e fighting causes it to bite my finger
when i was tryin to save it.....

i guess its e nature of an animal
to put up aggressive mode..when under atk?
but e only think is.. animals they migh tnot be able to differentiate
whether your intention is good or bad...

editing my blog...
but somehow i still find it abit weird looking...
kind of forget how my blog look like sia?....
*hmmm*....

2006-05-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

i declare tis day as a fa*k up day for me...
not day.. fa*k up nite for me..
is it i dumb or e blog dumb...
or wateva is dumb...
i juz love tis blog skin lor...
wah laoz..
make so much effort on the right side ---->
now.. is juz a piece of bloody black screen....
freak! 1 nite and all efforts go into e toilet bowl...

everytime lidat de...
always tend to lose things tt i wanna treasure...
sometimes even though is not i cause it to be gone...
it juz will happen even if it was not me hu lose them...

dunno is it i suay or i sux...
simply hate the feeling of losing something..
that i had made efforts to create or maintain it...
simply SIMPLY simply HATE IT!!!!!!!

is it tt everyone shld try to do something....
even though sometimes it may fail?
or shld ppl juz ignore it.. y bother.. if u care.. u'll hurt more..
is tt wat life is all about...?
can't things be any freakin hell better for everyone!!?

2006-04-26T03:03:00.000+08:00

***************
*一切落空了*

*希望毁灭了*
***************
*剩下的只有*

*失望和悲伤*
***************

2006-04-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

so many days have passed sia...
very soon tis job will end le...
gonna find a job tt is mon-fri de...

now den slowly see...
problems can arise during tis period of time...
slowly e puzzle like almost near to seeing e picture le...
starting dun see wat probs can we have..
but now we see it...
its a crucial period for us...
i noe u r very stress...
i'll always be here for u...
to remind u.. to care for u..
im right here... juz beside u...
n i'll nv leave u...

****Along the way****
People might face some setbacks
But looking back, these setbacks..
reminds them about how
they had went through it..
That makes them
what they will be...

2006-04-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

haix.. sianz sia...
friday start work le...
suddenly wish to go back work...
coz stay at home..
can die =.="
mind will go wild...=.=" sadded...

had a backache for the past 2 days...
omg!! painful lor!! buay ta han!...
nv had backache b4...
suddenly backache...
reli painful sia...
hope by friday can heal...

now den noe...
how Deary feel when he always backache...
yuan lai its tis irritating...
haix...
gonna give him more attention...
if he got backache again..

NTU.. still no reply...
SMU n SIM... will be considering...
gonna think about e money stuffs...
and... the major thing is....
=.=' dunno can get in or not...

2006-04-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

Finally have to face up to reality...
if u r incapable..there wun be any place for u...
received e NUS letter le~
though i've already predicted such outcome
but some how still kind of sad over it...
i guess NTU will be no way any better aso...

after tis current work i'm in now..
gotta find another one to last me untill
another Uni/private accepts me...

when u were still young... studying is juz like another day..
everyday u go sch.. mixed with friends..
hang out after school...
year by year u just get thru it like any other day..
but when u grow up...
challenges come by... either u win or u lose out...
i guess tts reality...
sad to say... time can nv come back..
wat's over is over...

you can only appreciate wateva u have now...
or.. make improvements to it...
and nv make e same mistakes again...
but things are easier said den be done...

**Enjoy...and...Appreciate**
*Everything that u r holding to...*

2006-04-09T03:15:00.000+08:00

I think i'll be a drifting boat on the sea..
if i din met you...
I think i'll become a lonely star in the sky...
if u weren't here with me...
I think i'll nv be happy...
if u weren't here to share my joy...

2006-04-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

I Miss..
I Love..
No1 else..
But You..

Ａｇｅｓ．．．．

2006-04-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

Kaozzz

This weekend...SUPER LONG!~
dunno y sia... but it seems thousand,
millions years to me..
din noe tt sitting on e chair, folding ur arms..
staring at everyone..
can be so bored...i'm beaten by tis...

**cannot make it...**

Working!!!!

2006-03-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

Heeezzz!! After rotting...slacking...lazing..
eh.. can't think of any other words.. haha...
i finally!! goin to work le!! so long nv go work
since e nivea de, ha..
now workin another different job...
actually wanted to find office work..
at least sat is 1/2 day =P
but anyway..wish me luck bah..
**nervous**

***My Wish***
Prays that everyone
around me always be safe..
and happy...
The sun will always shine again
after any heavy downpour...
So
No matter what, i'll always be here
if u need me =)

2006-03-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

They have been married for two years. He loves literature
and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He
is also into photography and he handles their wedding
photos. He loves her
very much. Likewise with her. She
has a quick temper and always bullies him. He
is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding?
She promised she'll pay."

Him: "I don't have time that day."

Her: "Humph!"

Him: "Huh?"

Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those
novels, and you will have all the time you need."

Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize
my work some day."

Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to
do it for her!"

Him: "No."

Her: "Just this once?"

Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning:
"Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen,
bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed,
to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He
didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his
pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything
from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external
help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he
begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state.
She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in,
whatever he says. Until he
agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the
bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed,
looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."

Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget
it."

Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."

She did not believe her ears.

Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him.

But She held it down, wanting to let him
finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He
took a photo out from his chest. Probably from
his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she
didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."

Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."

She's heartbroken because
he puts a photo of some other girl close to his
heart.

Him: "She says that she'll
support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because
she said the same thing in the past.

Him: "She loves me truly."

She wishes to sit up and scream at him: "Don't I?"

Him: "So, I think she
won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.

Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took
for her?"

Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her
eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his
hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.

He puts the photo back to his pocket. She
pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She
turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She
lost sleep. She regrets treating him
the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things.
She wants to wake him
up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him.
She doesn't want to push him
anymore. She stares at his
chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She
wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for
her. She bends down, and kissed him
on his cheek.

He smiled. He was
just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to Love

not by finding a perfect person

but by learning

to see an imperfect person perfectly."

最容易错过爱情的五个星座

2006-03-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

最容易错过爱情的五个星座

第一名：水瓶座

　　水瓶座遇到真爱反而会躲起来，宁可跟次爱或者是不太爱的人在一起，因为他很清楚自己一旦付出真心就会失去自我，陷入万劫不复的世界，他也很不喜欢失去自我的感觉，他喜欢中庸，不要狂热，他怕真爱的狂热会把他烧死，因此他情愿躲的远远的，假装没有这回事。

　　第二名：狮子座

　　狮子座因为怕失去自己而害怕太爱别人，几次的经验他心里很清楚失去自己之后的下场就是不会被珍惜，对方也很能不懂得珍惜他，于是狮子座越来越对付出这件事情很害怕，遇到真爱实他即使很喜欢对方，可是又害怕接近对方，反而会觉得彼此当朋友自己的人生比较不会有遗憾，虽然表面上看不出他心中的遗憾，但是当年华老去孤独一人时，他常常就会回想起当年的遗憾。

　　第三名：双子座

　　双子座常常因为年少轻狂而和真爱擦身而过，在年轻的时候双子座的人常常会为了赌一口气而装做不在乎，明明心里很在乎，心里都已经在淌血了，可是还是装出一副不在乎的样子，也不好意思去追，因此这一点是双子座心中永远的痛，其实他也很恨自己为什么他不能克服自己心里的阴暗面，可是他就是做不到，常常眼睁睁的看着自己最爱的人走掉。

　　第四名：金牛座

　　金牛座的人想太多了，而且也坚持自己的方式，自己的步调，例如他希望和对方有某样的相处模式和相处品质，即使对方要求他做一些更动和配合，金牛座就是没有办法做这样的配合，不愿意放下身段，而且在感情上也很任性，即使错失之爱之后他也不会让人知道自己有没有遗憾，但是其实他心里非常明白自己的固执和坚持让自己错失了什么。

　　第五名：天秤座

　　天秤座的恋爱生涯段落太多了，太多的恋情，结果到最后恋爱游戏玩多了，真爱反而弃他而去，他可能就会在很多的恋情中不断的反省之前的对象才是自己的最爱，可惜之前不当作一回事，让对方离下不好的感觉，事后天秤座回想起来就会很懊恼.

2006-03-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

有那么一对情侣...

女孩很漂亮，非常善解人意,
偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.

男孩很聪明也很懂事,
最主要的一点.幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.
女孩子很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情..

他们相处的很不错,
女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,
说男孩象自己的亲人..

男孩对女孩爱甚深,
非常非常在乎她.
所以每当吵架,男孩总会说是自己不好,
自己的错.即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,
他也这么说,
他不想让女孩生气...

就这样过了5年,

男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.

有一个周末,女孩出去办事,
男孩本来打算去找女孩的,
但是一听她有事.就打消这个念头.
他在家里呆了一整天,

他没有联系女孩,他觉的女孩一直在忙,
自己不好去打扰她..

谁知那女孩在忙的时候还在想着那个男孩,
可是一天没接到男孩的消息,她很生气.晚上回家后,
发了条短消息给男孩,话说的很重.
甚至提到了分手当时是晚上12点..

男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,
都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线给拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了,
他要去女孩家,

当时是晚上12点35分..

女孩在12点40的时候接到了男孩的电话,
从手机打来的,可她又给挂断了..

一夜无话,男孩在也没有打电话给女孩.

第2天,女孩接到了男孩母亲的电话,
电话那边声泪俱下.男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急.
撞到了一辆坏在半路边上的大货车,
救护车到的时候,
人已经不行了..

女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是在后悔也没用.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.

女孩强忍悲痛来到了车祸现场,她想看看男孩最后呆过的地方.
车已经撞的完全不成样子了,方向盘上,仪表盘上,
还沾有男孩的血迹.

男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩.钱包,手表,还有那沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.
女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.

当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,
手表的指针停在12点35分左右.

女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话.
而她自己却因为还在赌气没有接.
男孩在也没有力气去拨第2遍的电话了,

他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.
女孩永远也不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.

女孩也明白, 不会在有人
会比这个男孩更
爱她了。。

2006-03-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Finally! i think i'm statisfied with e blog le..
had been spending days with tis blog
finding e skin is tedious enough =.="
den gotta add new things which tis skin did not hav
nearly reach to e extend of knocking my head against the wall lor
now i noe y previously i chose MSN Space lol...
if i nv put my hands to tis.. i think i will nv noe tt its so tedious!!

But overall im happy with tis blog heeezzz *blinkz*